> Hold on to me and never let me go;
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This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you

Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go..


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Saturday, January 31, 2009
9:07 PM

she's at the left side..yg pgang sumtink aa..hehehe

happy birthday to NADIATUL HIDAYAH SAFIRUDDIN~lrus ka tu??hehehe..hav a blast yea..wish u success in all the thing you do(: n n dun fget to lanja kami..hehehe..

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Thursday, January 29, 2009
5:23 PM

friday morning!!i woke up early around 7.15..hahaha..cause my dad bsing aa liat tv..liat urg main bula..i tot it was manu pnya match,tp bukan~eata i went to my bedroom blek,try to sleep tp nda dpat..kcau eyh..hehehe..on9 tah sja..chat with friends..blabla..mndy~hehehe..sii NOHA birthday ri ane..hehehe..happy birthday SITI NORHAFIZAH hehe

eyh,ysterday olevel result kluar!!my bro got 8'o's!!congrats bro..hehehe..n yesterday jua ea pnya birthday so i guess dat is his present lah..hehe..HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHD RAIHAN BIN HJ ABD RAHMAN~wish u success in all the things u do(: hehehe..

gila eyh,i dun hav mood ne bah,bnr~so pham2la,mun boring pst ane jgn ta di complain..hehehe..actually i wanna post this ystrday tp mlas..hehe..kmarin after cca,we hav chem class lg aa..gila eyh,ngalih x aa!!lpas cca aa..tp skjap plg sja blajar..lpas atu main2 lah dlam lab,hahaha..we were hyper wa di lab aa..kmi gmbar2 sja..gila brabisssss!!!aku,izzah,ani n cty..hahaha..mcm2 lah kmi gmbar..shingga jtuh mruahku..apakan????i hav the pic ryt now..i only post ckiit ja,yg lain2 atu tdak bleh..ilang krg dignity ku..apakan??majal!!hahaha..

at first~

look wat hpen~tdung sii ani macho yaw!hahaha..kmi stres bh ne psal study aa,eata jdinya ne mun kmi stres..hahaha

ane nmanya sii ani..

ane student bru..muanya mcm sii ani,byk urg ckap muka drg sama..tp drg ane nda plg relation ne =D

we're the nerd~hahahaha!!gila eyh kmu aa..

bida muka ku aa!!

juling eyh matamu zah~

rapper wannabe~yg bdiri atu aa,bukan yg dduk=p

bh,atu ja aa..mlas kn pnjang wa..ngaleh!haha..bye(: n congrats to those yg ambil olevel aa..hehehe..

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009
2:56 AM


eyyyaaaa~rajin ku udah ne update2 blog aa..i dunno why dis lately aku rajin mempost..hehehe..o well~bgus jua tu ku rajin aa..bukan mcm 'urg' atu!!hahaha..siapa?ntah eyh,aku pun nda tau..so,school today was freakiiin hot!!hot as in panas..no electricity~damn!nsib jua aku ada bwa kiap wa..dis morning i came early..msuk klas confident lg tu eyh buka lampu aa,skalinya puiii~hahaha..actualy i'm afraid at that time*no ones noe* haha..bcoz it was dark n nda rmai urg..hahaha..so i put my bag inside n went out lah..hehehe..tngu kwan2ku dtg..yeah!sii cty dtg..my close vry2 close fren..hehehe..n then ainan lg,my close fren jua..we were bored n jlan2 lah round2 skulah..rah the form 4s..buringnya sii majj nda,bcoz ea kkuching,so ndakan di aga..huhu..majj,kau kkuching atu ehem2 jgn lupa aa..hahaha..eyh awuu!klas sblah kmi smelly yaw!!bau apa?nda tau..pokoknya bau lah!eee~hahaha..

7.30..blabla,rgistration~n blajar lpastu~with the panas2 lg tu eyh..apakan word ku ane..antam sja tia,blog ku..hahaha..first period bm,cyok jua laa blajar puisi..hahaha..aku mcm setau aa kn bpantun2 toink~kna soal leh cgu..tdiam ku trus..hahaha..i didnt answer cgu coz malu~apakan?malu?bida jua eyh..haha..2nd priod~english..dgr crita cgu..woah!critanya syok yaw!brijap..haha..3rd priod maths d..buat algebra..hehehe..kna sruh buat exercise sja~awal siap,then buat bduh la pastu..hehehe..brek?tngu sii ziyy~hehehe..am i missing someone?no no..hehehe..cian sii ziyy wa SORANG2..huhu..

physics??yeah,mmaningkan..with the equations lg..blablabla..tnya sir chok,tnya sii nadi,tnya sii izzah..at last dpat jwapannya..hehehe..tp alum siap assigments aa..eyh,cna kan spell ane kn??wateverlah!asal ada bunyi..hehehe..chemistry?practical~chromotography~u noe the seperate2 dye thingy..cool jua la~sdg~coz we hav done it dlu..hehe..


the picture we took msa chem~
12.30..tngu ziyy ku syg~then sma2 ke audi,ambil food~hehe..mkanannya apa td aa?ayam apa tu aa?ntah,ada tlur cmpur apaka~nasi ofcoz..hahaha..went back to the class,otw~we saw him n her,kmi nda btgur,sad): eyh td wa,aku jahat wa~sii asri got tlur rbus..sii ainan nizam kni smua ktwa wa..cali..but eyh!rzeki tu wa!bsyukur~hehehe..nahhh!luan ktulahan ptah tia sudu ku..nda bmood kn mkan lg..sory nasi,i hav to throw u into the dustbin(: time for prctise~mcm biasa lah,one go blek2..improving jua laa..hehehe..coach dilah sruh kmi ada sound wa wen pgang the props..u noe wat i mean~hahaha.eata cali kmi aa..bunyi wa cali2..hahaha..tp smngat..hahaha..time brek~kmi main the piano..mcm sii bnr aku main aa..aku n izzah..kmi gmbar2 wa..hahaha..panat sii izzah..hehe..msa aher,coach dilah mrah wa..coz sum1 hav said sometink..hmm,dunno eyh..nda mau msuk cmpur..hehe..blek pkul 4+..today kn kluarkan awal=D i love piano~ this is my close craziest n sinting fren~i love you fren..you make my life so meaningful..apakan??? i miss that piano~
sii izzah apitkan kpalaku arah piano~tuu~liat kpala ku ksian aa~
k,dats all..toodles!!hehe

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Sunday, January 25, 2009
8:09 PM


first thing first i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my big brother MUHD HIFNEY BIN HJ ABD RAHMAN..brpa umurnya aa??22??is it?haha..tua dah..jgn ta kn prasan2 muda lg..hehehe..wish u success in evrythin u do n may Allah bless u with prosperity n longlife..hehehe..

yeah,story?i got many things to share ne..cehh~hehe..example?like last night..we had a bbq party..not a party actually,or is it?mnasja la..hehe..untuk celebrate my bro's birthday..bdaynya ngam2 msa chinese new year eyh..hehe..so,back to the story..dmlam cyok brabis lah..hehehe..tp msa bbq atu ujan yaw,jgn nda galat~hehehe..ada la dat time,labat brabis ujan aa..we had our party arah garage..adala tempias2 sikit ujan atu..hehehe..apa yg kna bbq aa?sausage~ayam~crabstick,yg sii 'zoey' bwa..apatu nmanya..aaa~beef korean thingy..hahaha..mnasja tah ko wir~haha..tp nyaman yaw!mcm nyaman lah..good job!hehehe..i ate 1 ayam,sausage yg pling byk lah..n n spaghetti..hehehe..made by me n my bro raihan..kaka janah yg pling aher dtg la..hehehe..nda plg aher bnr..kaka zaidah langsung nda dtg..sia2pun ja lah..hehehe..yg dtg gnya mabitah,kaka marzz,pipah,haziq,afra,matunas,kaka janah family n n zawirrrrr aka zoey..hehehehe..

sii zawirr aka zoey mem-bbq the beef korean thingy..hehe

the sausage aa..ada yg angus..itam bah~haha
after abis mkan hangout la dpan pintu..ada la urg karaoke tu dlam rumah..nda prnah miss tu yaw karaoke,evry function msti ada..hehehe..aku karaoke jua la,sikit2 ja..hehehe..then sii rehan ane mcm kpunan tia jua kn main bunga api(yg dmit) lpas mliat bunga apa(yg bsar) yg urg chinese main aa..mlatup2 dmlam aa urg cina main aa..sblah kiri ada,kanan ada~hehehe..then sii afra lg dgn bdil2nya..haha..main lah kmi..mcm hri raya sja wa..hahaha..nda apala,setahun skali jua gnya ne kan~hehehe..
majal ne eyh dgn posingnya aa..haha

abis smua blablabla~tdur lah..aku tdur pkul 2 dmlam..nda jua aher bnr..eyh,bukan dmlam tu,pagi..hehe..aku mliat liverpool skjp lg..dmlam i saw liverpool klah..i dunno aa final score nya brpa..hehehe..k,till here~hehe..

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Saturday, January 24, 2009
3:53 AM

a.maths??yea2~SANANG brabis..haha..damn!it was sooo sooo sooo hard!!lyk whattt!!i only noe certain questions aa..indices~surds~i hate you all!!really..haha..nahh~mayb i just need to work harder x..bcoz td aku nda bnr2 bah..hehehe..oh yea,bfore td brek,we had our biology class..tym2 blajar ada bunyi fire drill..panic lg tu eyh sulnya smua cgu..my tcer went out to see what happen..cgu pun nda tau aa..she saw rmai urg kluar class,so we were asked to go out..hehe..cyok jua sulnya..rmai2 bkumpul..suka lg tu students aa..then suddenly ilang the fire drill.i mean the bunyi..smua mcm disappointed dah ne..u noe wat i mean..hahaha..then ada tia blek..smua urg tpuk tngan aa..hahaha..mcm apakan??haha

bestpren poreber~

around 1.30,went to the audi..for the practise..sblum kmi practise,we all were lyk bsusah pyah yg anu trademark aa..sii ainan gila brabis..i mean brabis2 aa..sii izzah smpai tgulik2 ktwa aa..hahaha..me as well..she was lyk gila lah..sinting!!hahaha..asteee~hehehe..eyh eyh..dis is the best practise ever!!bnar..mcm nda practise plg eyh..kmi byk main game..aku main jua laa..hehehe..kmi kna sruh ttup mata..den pusing2 jlan2..blabla~gila,jauh aku aa..drg smua btmu,aku gnya nda..hahaha..the boys la cyok gma drg,krg ku upload video n the pic..k?k?hehehe
sinting!!
here's the video..enjoy it

eyh,just now~ada urg main bunga api yaw..i guess chinese x main..u noe~chinese new year's cumin kan~hehehe..smnggat wa...hahaha..abis duit tu..1 bunga apa brapa udah tu..$100..td brpa kali kebaboom aa..lbih $1000 x aa..haaha..dun care!!

bah bah,till here..bye(:

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Thursday, January 22, 2009
3:42 AM

i woke up at 4.15 this morning,awal kan??kan mnrikah baju wa..hehehe..blablabla~mandi~lpas mndy kskulah..hehehe..damn!i miss my 'bestfriend'!!u noe who~hahaha..sii ani panat rah facebook aa..gmbar bestfren ku dii taggnya smua urg 4c..get wat i mean?nahhh~jgnta dii phamkan..hehehe..aku lg dii taggnya tmpat ass sii bestfren aa..panat sulnya..bck to the story,hehe..dii skulah aku awal skali dtg..smpat lg ku on9 tuu..hehehe..i chat withh sii kawan..hehe..

blabla~it's time for our CCA!!weeee~we'r going to mph stadium!!for the hanball cca..hehehe..cyok la jua..aku main blek2..2 x jdi dfender n 1 jdi goalkeeper..cyok aa jdi goalkeeper,buang2 bula..weeheee~hehehe..abis tnganku merah2..tp worth it jua aa..hehe..can't wait to play it agen next week..

multi-purpose hall~

before the cca begin~

eyh~tcer maths ckap rii sabtu ada test!!damn it!aku alum prepare anything..and then cgu ramlah lg ckap bm test on 3rd february..hehehe..eyh,tdi bm pyah skali to the maxx!!ea pnya fahaman aa..gila pyah eyh,cna kan olevel ne?hehehe..i need to study hard on that,n all the subject..mcm pyah wa smua subj aa..bukan lg mcm,andang jua pyah..hehehe

today we don't have our national day prctice,kna off kn..coz we did well dah..yeah!pakan??hahaha..but im afraid if tlupa stepnya aa..coz dua hari nda blatih..hehehe..i miss blatih tmpat asrama puteri..cyok sna aa wlaupun panas,at least inda smpit..dii audi smpit yo,dpan atu lg piano..hehehe..n kmarin cyok msa practise,we were asked to make our own trademark,each row..hehe..kmi aa,brsuash pyah x aa mmbuat trademark aa..kan zah?tp kmi nda smpat aa,so ari sbtu tah sja x tuu..n not to forgetmhappy blated bday to our coach sari..hehehe..17 taun x aa..muda msyh,lyk my bro..hehehehe..

miss this moment~hehe

dats all,c ya!hahaha!aku teingat sii ter pnya yg trdemark aa..i miss that iklan..hahaha..bah eyh,adang..bye!hehe..

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Thursday, January 15, 2009
5:16 AM

FIUHHHH!!at last~tbuka htiku kn mempost..haha..slama ane mlas bah..plus bz..so ane update blog..ubah sgla layout apa,cbox,that thingy lah smua..haha..bida msyh kn?nantitah ubah lg..hehehe..so today,hmm~im tired rite now actually..blatih for the national day aa..pyah2 lg tu stepsnya..our school is in blog no.25 and 26 but tha coach ckp kn kna tmbah lg 100 urg..100 urg atu rah blog 49..jauh~hehe..sii nash ikutt!!haha..so kmi td mcm mngucap la jua..dpan2 nya lg tu,we(ziyy n me) said boring sii nash ikut..dpan2nya..hahaha..jhat eyh..kau tu ziyy!haha..

so we went to the girl's hostel pkul 1+,blatih tmpat luar,PANASSSS!hott!first thing first kmi kna sruh one go,the nari2 thingy..we did until pattern 3 x ysterday,or 4..ntah eyh..so back to the story,kmi 1 go lah..sii izzah ikut sja tia..she missed 2 lesson so ktnggalan..actually i wanna teach her,but nda msa,so zah im sory wa..bukan aku nda mau ngajar..mau ku x aaa..iski lg..hehe..tdi tu cyok lah practisenya..the coach ckp kan bg surprise eyh if we finish pattern 6,tp kan nda smpat,we didnt manage to reach pattern 6,so esuk tah sja tu x..hehe..ysterday blek tpat x aa pkul 4.30..haha..slalunya aher,so i dun hav to hear any ceramah lah di krita td..hahaha..so naik kkrita pkul 4.30,went to my sis pnya school,parking jauuuuhh~so my dad asked me to go out,aga my sis..so i went out n masatu it was cloudy n i didnt bring any umbrella,babal wa aku aa,kna sruh bwa nda mau,so msa my sis kluar dah,it started to rain HEAVILY!sdg~ntah eyh,pakan??hehe..my sis n me blari lah,haha..i looked like 10 yrs old kid blari aa,bida bida!tp tpksa jua kan~hehe..

blek rumah~MKAN!lapar wah!nda mkan tgh hri,mlas mngambil..hehehe..oh yeah,fget to mention,we had our first week cca,boring+cyok,yg boringnya nda kna pasing bula wa..our cca handball nway..hehe..aku jd defence with ziyy n izzah..sii izzah mcm ksian,nda dpat bula,dpat pun kna ujung2 jari ja,kan zah??hahaha

today is 16,got nothing to the plus friday lg kan~i dunno wat to do eyh,just post ane ja..dats all,mlas buat pnjang2,asal update..hehe..mwahhh!

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